Well, your post seems to indicate you are probably much younger than I
am and used to dealing with teenagers. As for what I've been through,
yes, I've been through alot. And yes I've learned alot. You seem to use
your "pain" of the otherworld as an excuse for your actions. It doesn't.
Your pain is your pain. Its not ours. We come here to escape the pain of
the other world. We don't want to deal with your pain and emotions. You
force them down our throats.
As for rolling out the rules and quotes, sure. You're right on those
points. But how much of all of this could have been avoided had you
simply said "Bulvai, I'm sorry you don't see what happened the way I
did. I meant no offense towards you. Think the best thing is for us to
simply agree to disagree and move on." ? But no. you couldn't do that.
You had to be right. Bulvai and the rest of his group had to be wrong.
And you escalated it until someone got killed over it. Sometimes you
have to walk away. But you don't because you feel you don't have to.
That is the problem I see with you. And the reason you are quickly
running out of friends.
Oh, and before you point out that Bulvai could have walked away too,
I'll just point out that this took place at the Pillars and Bulvai was
there first and foremost to try to reclaim a landmark for the church. He
wasn't there to meet you and therefore couldn't walk away without
endangering everyone that was there to reclaim said landmark. The adult
thing to do was state your case and move on.
So go back to quoting rules and smuggly sitting on your throne lording
over the lands. Continue to tell us how we are wrong, you are right, and
we are the poorer for not just listening to you in the first place. Let
the rules be your comfort, for you shall receive precious little of it
from anyone else.

Penned by my hand on the 15th of Lupar, in the year 287 AF.