Oh mighty Zain,
Yes I let my emotions guide quite a bit of my decisions, and
truthfully...I don't really see how its any of your business. You were
being an ignorant moron blithering about how 'evil' I was trying to keep
myself from dying to the Vampire Lord. Unfortunately, you two nitwits
had to melt a certain icewall to get to Zsarachnor. Did I melt the
icewall I knew was keeping me from the Vampire? Thats your stupidity not
my 'evilness' Anyways, why not just scream for a deliver as per usual,
like I did.

Sargon,
You my little priesty germ, were only there for the tail end of the
argument. Of course in your advanced age and knowledge of your extended
life, I can see how you are fit to be the judge of someone much older
than yourself. No where in my post does it say "I am Calhoun the
infallible." Should i have killed Zain? Probably not, but Shallam
doesn't really support you unless you give something to them (most of
the time your life) and unless you do that they consider you dead
weight. I was thinking of leaving Shallam for greener pastures anyways,
Zain just shortened the time table. The fact of the matter is Zain used
his potty mouth on a public channel and violated his codes of conduct.
See look for yourself.

-Public Profanity
-Disrespect to someone of the Church who outranks you
-Violation of Honour
-Violation of "defend those who defend you" *point bulvai, myself and
others*
-Violation of representing the paladins with dignity and shallam.
-Public profanity numerous times on a public channel.

Even -I- didn't violate that many rules arguing with Zain and Bulvai. Of
course Baltazar's favorite paladin kinda forgot that part and just
removed his thumb from his arse to make a judgement call (And we all
know his judgement abilities, its all centered arounds heads or tails)

The fact of the matter is. Shallam's enemying process is centered around
the ideal that both parties are represented equally. I was -never-
approached by anyone of the Security Ministry or the Shallamese Council.
Zain of course went sobbing to everyone who would listen how he was
'wronged' by the evil and malicious Calhoun. He of course left out the
fact I called him a -bleep- -explicative deleted- more than once!

I am truly sorry for dragging this stupid conversation out with all of
you, I just felt the need to dismiss Sargons advanced viewpoint and
Zains 'poor honourable me' statements.

Good Day
-Calhoun

Penned by my hand on the 3rd of Lupar, in the year 287 AF.