Sapience you amuse me,

I recall times when I ran with an Organisation known as the Qashar. It
was a time where I thought a purpose was being served, like I was making
a difference. I rested for many years to clear my mind and realise what
my objectives were. I had fought so long under a guise of making a
difference, only for cheap thrills and mild benefit. I destroyed many
relationships, many friendships, many alliances I had once worked so
hard to attain.

So to my former homes I issue these statements...

Shallam, you are the largest hypocrites of the lot. My time there I was
surrounded by a plethora of scantilly clad atavians shoving chocolates
in each others mouths and petting each other lewdly...you call yourself
a Church, a holy organisation. You are nothing more than a pit of spread
leg harlots and wannabe knights who claim honor between fondling each
other through their armour. My disgust for the corrupted city of light
has grown these past months. I will not name names but im certain that
the general population has dealt with the likes of your most intelligent
and loudmouth of defenders. May you know that I once defended you and
will do no longer. I will join the likes of defiling your shrines and
raiding against your city. For the only thing that is definate in that
filthy jewel is the fact that you all are puppets and a bunch of imbred
fools...may the Te'Serra fail and may the jewel fall.

Hashan, I wish to issue my apology to you. I acted against you with the
Qashar and we did terrible things to your city. I applaud you for
standing resilient and never standing down. It saddened me that you
needed so much assistance from outside sources but I admit I watched you
grow stronger and you should all be proud of yourselves. I have since
wished to work and help support the Crown and I will continue to do such
over time. If I stick around that long I dont know, I grow rather weary
with the state of affairs and would prefer to just keep to myself and
hunt. So for what it means I am sorry and I would proudly strive to
repay any debt to the city monetary, pearl or just be assisting in any
way I can

Ashtan, you were my first home and I had made many friends there. You
helped a novice learn how to kick things and how to cure himself and
frankly over time I feel the scarring was deepest to my home. While I
will admit the reign of Lord Babel over Ashtan made things easy for me
make excuses under my zealous rampages, it still did pain me to cause
harm to those who helped raise me. I cannot find words to express my
distaste for my actions but I do offer this to any Ashtani who feels I
have done them wrong. I offer you my head. If you legitimately feel I
caused harm to you personally and would like to take something from me
for taking something from you. Contact me....and you shall take my life.
I will not plead I will noy make excuses. It is the least I can do to a
family I had disgraced.

Eleusis, you took me in when times were hardest, I can say nothing poor
to you. I thank you for your kindness, although I would rather remain a
rogue. It is best for me I think to remain that way, my reputation and
past holds no place within the confines of city or house. I will serve
the forests always for you all helped a tired man find friendship again.

If anyone else feels I have done them wrong in the past, you are welcome
to contact me. I have alot of debt to repay and I will even in my sad
state currently duel you with honor to the death. I must find honor once
again in my life to carry on any further.

Sincerely,
Fauscht Tav'Elaon

Penned by my hand on the 6th of Aeguary, in the year 549 AF.