Apparently my poem made me sound like I was asking for someone back that
I love or am obsessing over or something, rest assured, this was not the
case. The poem was to someone that is no longer on Sapience anymore, and
is no longer of this world. Whom it is shall remain private, because
honestly, I shouldn't have to explain this much. I've expressed already
that I'm changing, if you don't believe me, please keep it to yourself;
if you want to make fun of me, please keep it to yourself or amongst
friends; if you're going to try and persuade me to snap, to break my vow
to Mother Maya, please just keep it to yourself instead. I don't desire
to hurt anyone, I don't deserve forgiveness, I don't deserve anyone
hearing me out, but I also don't deserve being treated this way when I
haven't done anything wrong to anyone for a long time.

Again... if it's going to make me feel bad... or make people view me as
some stalker, or someone that's not planning to change, or anything like
that... just keep it to yourself, please.

Tribal Tler'en

Penned by my hand on the 7th of Lupar, in the year 482 AF.