I'm sorry I don't remember reading in my 'How to be an Occultists' codex that we are required to be or follow Chaos. Perhaps being an occultist was not in you. We are from all walks of life trying to learn as much as we can. Astrologers, teachers, philosophers, etc. We are termed 'Chaotic' or 'evil' because people do not understand that the knowledge we try in vain to attain is for the good of everyone. Obviously you did not truely understand and for that I feel really really sorry.

I see you have decided to take the fork in the road that leads away from us. And I hope you find what you need to be an individual.

May the Chaos you seek help you find the darkness of your soul and lead you to a happier life.

morlana

Penned by my hand on the 23rd of Aeguary, in the year 206 AF.