This is to the one I love most in the world, and the one whom I can
never forgive myself for hurting. I wish that I could take back what I
have said and done. What I've done to hurt you was beyond wrong, and I
wish you could forgive me.

I've never loved someone as much as I love you, and nothing will ever
change that. Through our entire time of being together, we have had
bumps in the road, but we always managed to make it out together.

Now, I beg your forgiveness. Through letters, messages, even a news
post.

I apologize with all my heart, and with my friends I have realized that
my former idea of suicide is not the way out, that's a very selfish
thought and I will not go through with it. However, I will not be around
as much anymore, I just feel I cannot face myself in the mirror after
knowing what I did.

I will come back when you tell me to, until then, my deepest apologies
goes out to the Trefenwyds for hurting their Hoshiro, and my apologies
to my love, Hoshiro, for ever hurting him. And my apologies to my
friends who might miss me.

You are forever in my heart, Hoshi.

Krystalline Shu'in

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Glacian, in the year 380 AF.