This is a little something about my life since i was introduced to
Achaea.

When i first came to Achaea, i was a Novice, like everyone else use to
be, i knew nothing of this realm but i wanted to learn what i could.
Through-out the years, i learnt many things, not just about Achaea
itself, but about the people that make up Achaea, most of the people i
met were great and all became very close friends of mine.

I myself am very well known for my guildhopping and somehow i always end
up back within the Jesters, some of you question why i go back, to tell
you the truth, i don't really know, maybe i like the people, maybe it's
the fun that the Jesters brought to my life, maybe it's the only place i
feel comfortable with, or maybe it's because the people of the Jesters
were the first i ever knew, when i first came to Achaea, i chose the
Jesters as the guild for me because i considered myself to be someone
with well.. great wit

Then something terrible happened, my mother, Callianessa, stepped down
from GM and Mendax, my step-father took over.
Not too long after Mendax became GM, he was contested and he chose to
leave before the election for GM had ended, maybe it was because he knew
he would lose, or maybe it was because he, like many others had had
enough of the Jesters, i'm not sure but i know that it all effected me
greatly. I lost friends, i found out who of those i considered friends,
were infact friends by how they stuck by the guild in it's times of
need.

Before all of this happened, i had been a Runewarden, a rogue Jester,
and a few other things. Maybe i wanted to discover more of guilds, maybe
i myself had grown tired of the Jesters, i'm not quite sure. But i
realised, the Jesters truly are the only people i feel at home with.

My time as a Jester was somewhat fun, sometimes painful but mostly fun,
i met my beautiful wife Penrynn who i am still inlove with to this day
and who i will love the rest of my life.

I realised today that some of you people don't know the other side to
me, some of you know the "Toughie" me but i assure you all, as i'm sure
a few close friends of mine may back me up on this, i do have another
side to me that to be honest, i don't share with everyone because i'm
afraid, you'll all think that because i'm not who i appear to be, it'll
make me weak, it'll give every single one of you, a reason to hate me, i
have many enemies in Achaea, some i have no idea how i've gotten, some i
have insulted/offended through-out my time here.

If i could, i would change that part of my life, the part full of hate,
the part that stops me from showing everyone who i truly am. So i guess
i'm posting this as a way to show all of you. I may get messages
congratulating me for a "fantastic" post, or i may get messages for how
pathetic and sad it is, but you know what? i'm not going to pay any
attention. I am Dariela Chr'endtia Campbell, wife of Penrynn Campbell,
Mother of 5 Children, 4 boys, 1 girl and the family part of my life, i
love dearly, all my children, they're all equally special to me, i may
know one better than the other but i feel no less for one that i do
another. My friends are another part of my life that keep me happy, my
city, the Glorious Shallam is also another part of my life that make me
happy. You all think that i'm full of hate, that i don't let anyone
close enough to me, that all i feel is anger, i have no heart,
blahblahblah, I have a heart guys, i have feelings as do everyone else.

Just a few moments ago, i considered suiciding, then i thought again, if
i did that, i would lose my wife, my family, my friends and my city, so
i'm declaring a new start, i know i've done this once before and believe
me, i tried, but now i am trying again, and since i am no longer a
Jester, i'm going to be trying alot harder. I'm sick of everyone who
treats me as someone i'm not.

To my new start, to those enemies i hope to turn to allies,
May you all live a wonderful life, friends or foes

Yours,
Dariela Chr'endtia Campbell

P.S - The purpose incase none of you noticed, i'm tired of being treated
as the "bad" guy in every situation i find myself stuck in, i'm tired of
being out-guilded through no fault of my own, i'm tired of being
mistreated and dragged around like a rag doll.

Penned by my hand on the 22nd of Aeguary, in the year 355 AF.