After much meditation upon past actions and life in general I have
realized change is in order as well as apologies. For the last 90 some
years i have spent most of that time indiscriminately causing pain and
suffering to friends, family and innocent bystanders all of whom i
stepped on in what i now realize as a meaningless climb to gain fame,
fortune and the occasional power.

while I do not seek or expect forgiveness from the friends and innocents
i have hurt i do apologize for my horrendous behavior towards you. There
are however 3 people i wish to ask for forgiveness from, 3 very special
people in my life that i have hurt in ways i should not have, people
that despite what i did continue to be very special friends, so to you
Aneila, Paine and Yura i beg forgiveness for my misdeeds against you.

As if just screwing over the general populace wasnt bad enough i have
also taken numerous stabs, potshots and lowblows at just about any deity
possible. most of which did not deserve or had not provoked such action.
While i can not change the past i do apologize to those in the pantheon
i have offended and promise to do my best to prevent repeating such
actions.

I dont expect anyone to believe me or even trust me about wanting to
change for the better, nor can i do it overnight. I can however learn
from past mistakes and avoid repeating them. my only regret is it taking
this long to realize how badly i've screwed over the things that really
matter in life to chase the empty and meaningless ones.

- Khalid

Penned by my hand on the 19th of Scarlatan, in the year 353 AF.