I request not to be "let back" into anything. I ask not to be "trusted."
I ask not for the Aegeans, the Maldaathi, or anyone else to like me or
to spare my life.

All I ask for is a chance to live. I want to live a productive life, to
stand up for something. My insulting words earlier were not my own, by
the way. I take full responsibility for them... but they were Kaelin's
words. He tricked me into posting what I did... requiring three public
posts... then refused to grant me anything, kicked me away from him and
his city, and laughed at me. I guess after believing his lies, and
speaking his words without thinking about it, I deserved it.

I appreciate all of you who have messaged me in support of a new start
to my life. I appreciate those of you who still trust me, and hope that
I gain a better future. And I appreciate those of you who are in favour
of giving me another chance. Even traitors can do some good in the
world...

I take full responsibility for my sins, my insults, my utter
foolishness, my gullibility in believing Kaelin and his lies, my
traitorous behavior toward so many. If there is any repayment I can
make, or any penance I can render - tell me.

I will do it.

-Nothing but Kandor, in Grief-

Penned by my hand on the 13th of Mayan, in the year 312 AF.