I would like to apologize publicly for my actions today.
Earlier today, I was killed by a totem set against enemies
of Aegis's order. Not thinking properly, I sought to get
the totem removed. I was acting selfishly, and not thinking
of the totem's real purpose, that is, to stop people from
defiling the shrine. I'm sorry to every Aegian I might
have offended, and would like to say I have moved on.
I have never physically defiled a shrine of Aegis or
any shrine, nor have I wanted to. It was a mistake for
me to give Vasool some of my corpses, as I should have
known that he might try to defile a shrine of Aegis with
them. I do have connections with the Maldaathi, but
it was wrong of me to take my ex-fiancee's opinions for
my own. Even though I am engaged to be married to another
Maldaathi Knight, let me assure you that he has never
defiled a shrine nor plans to. I would not have become
engaged to him if this was not the case.
This has all been a big mistake that I have dug myself
deeper and deeper into. It has been too kind of the
Aegians thus far to spare my life, and I can only hope
they grant me the kindness of removing me as an enemy
of War. Thank you, and again, I am truly sorry,
to the Aegians, Aegis, and anyone else I might have
troubled by this. I have learned much from my actions
and although it has been hard for me, I am glad
that I had this experience. I do not want to be
anyone's enemy and that is not solved by selfishly
trying to fix things for yourself without considering
others.
Lapoa Rian

Penned by my hand on the 5th of Phaestian, in the year 312 AF.