First off, forgive me. This really sucks, but I wanted to write
something heartfelt for my husband to be. As a bit of background...well,
I messed up our last marriage. That's pretty much all anyone needs to
know. He will understand it, and that is what matters most.

I know that in the past I've been
Unfaithful
Disloyal
Irrational
For these things, I am sorry.
I wish that I could go back and change it.
I wish I could take back the harmful things
I've said and done.
Soon, we will begin again.
Our life together will be reborn,
And I can make it up to you, for all the times
I've hurt you. For all the pain I've caused.
I am not a good person...
Shallam taught me that.
I am selfish and impatient...
Cyrene taught me that.
When I look back on the mistakes I've made,
None is worse than what I did to you.
I don't deserve a second chance.
I deserve only the pain and grief I gave to you.
You are my life.
My reason.
My everything.
Without you, I have no purpose.
I love you always,
My darling Moonfox.

Penned by my hand on the 18th of Lupar, in the year 404 AF.