After we said I do
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I lost the pain
When I gave you up
Though in turn
I gave myself some
Now I see
What has befallen me
It was you
Always hurting me
After we said
I do
You were my world
My everything
Then you changed
After we said
I do
You left for months
And months on end
Without a word
Of how you've been
You shattered the world
That I made with you
You almost got away
With shattering me
If I stayed longer with you
You'd have done to me
What you did to my world
You'd have shattered the being I was
And the being I will be again someday
My love for you still is some
But I'll learn from my mistakes
After we said
I do
Nothing was the same
You changed yourself
Which didn't seem enough for you
So, to be
If unknowingly
You changed me
Internally
With the sorrow
That ran through my viens
For a lifetime it seems
Now I must let it bleed out
And free of me
For only then will I truly be
Happy
Like i was before the
I do's
For it wasn't till
After we said
I do
That I lost the truth
In who I was
And whom you were to me
You had my heart
And still have some
But life can't stay perfect
There will always be it's flaws
Now come and walk
In my footprints for once
And feel the pain you gave me
After we said
I do
Pain that shouldn't have
Even come close to being there
Pain that should have instead
Been that of Love and Joy
That of new Hopes and Dreams
After we said
I do
It should have been
Me and You
Forever and always
And not just
Sometimes then Never
For many years to come
I will remember you
For
Before we said
I do
I was very much in love with you
As you were with me it seems
It was
After we said
I do
That you changed your view
Mine will change as time goes by
I may leave you behind
But it was you
Who in the end
Will feel the sorrow
And I who will ride off
Into the new sunset
Of blazing colours of
Joy, Love, Hope, and Dreams
We all need a reason
Don't let the reason
Take you down
Find a way
To break free
For if you are blue
After you said
Your I do
Then you must find it in your heart
To heal yourself
For one brings upon themself pain
Before the bigger one is healed.

Penned by my hand on the 2nd of Sarapin, in the year 401 AF.