Go away.
Go away, Chaotic mind, words twirl in my mind.

Go away
Go away, Emotions, too many. Can’t sense which is which.

Go away, my mind.
Locked away inside.
Numbness will overcome
But just for a moment there will be rest.

Chaotic memories.
I cannot remember.
Why can’t I remember?
There is silence now.

An endless search within myself.
Past faces haunt me.
Faces too far for me too clearly see.

What is it I have forgotten which hurt this much?
What have I witnessed and erased away?
I know the answer, I am about to see.
But something from within blocks me.

Go away.
Just go away.

Penned by my hand on the 17th of Chronos, in the year 368 AF.