Only for a certain time, can a mother hold her children near,
they grow up, they live their lives, as she watches on with fear.
Will they be all right? Will they make the same mistakes as I?
I pray to the heavens they will be save, as my end time draws nigh.

My dear Ladara, I thank the gods for every precious moment we have had.
I wish you were around more, your absence leaves me so sad.
I have loved and nurtured you for the past thirty years,
We have always been here for each other, through all our laughter and
tears.

I have also been bless with two handsome sons,
Rikash unfortunately, the permanently absent one.
Narchenza, my wonderful baby boy,
When I actually get to see him (*eye narcho*), he brings me such joy.

Elinstria, my wonderful mhun girl,
still making her way, in this big scary world.
I am proud of you Elly, every single day.
Please come back soon, do not fade away.

Cossie, my little piggie, forgive me for how I am.
I worry for you constantly, but you just don't give a damn.
No matter how often we fight, or how much you may come to hate me,
I love you, you keep me sane, I just hope one day you will see.

A mothers nightmare, to outlive her children, should be one, she
shouldnt have to bare,
but I have lost two precious daughters, this is just not fair.
My dearest Sedura and Lothlorian, my heart breaks everyday for you,
I hope one day we can reunite, I pray that day comes soon.

I can be mean, I can be warm, I can and do, spoilt you rotten,
know my children, in my heart of hearts, you are never forgotten.


I love you kids.
Momma.

Penned by my hand on the 6th of Chronos, in the year 357 AF.