Im lost in an oblivion of acts and consequences,
Tumbling forward into the depths of my self realized hell.
Determined to escape from the fear that presses me deeper,
Caging me within its voiceless darkening cell.

Im lost in a world of selfish deeds and wrongful judgments,
Terrorized by self-hatred and disheartening fears.
Forced to watch my life decay before my eyes,
Seeing and bleeding drying tears.

Im lost to everything I once knew,
Haunted by the past that ravaged my heart.
Released into the lands to began anew,
To find my beginnings amongst the despair.

Im lost in my dreams of possibilities far from my present,
Taunting me with their glory and self recognition.
Deep wonderings that came and went,
They are lost to me as the warmth of my flesh.




Penned by my hand on the 23rd of Miraman, in the year 354 AF.