If I miss you today, will I have to miss you tomorrow?
And if I miss you tomorrow, should I have spent time missing you today?

There were many nights I sat and wondered why,
Possibility had opened the door between you and I,
Tempting me with a love I could not claim as mine,
To have me miss you today....

Trouble whispered and yet I remained,
Content to endure my impending pain,
Yearning for Vastar's wrath all over again,
If I felt I wouldn't miss you tomorrow....

Chasing you is how I've found me,
Sifting through the crushed, withered and battered heap,
Yet stronger for when next I and adversity will meet,
When I miss you tomorrow....

And after all is said and done,
And you've turned your back on me and run,
And our paths no longer cross as they may....

Should I have spent time missing you today..... ?

Penned by my hand on the 25th of Lupar, in the year 328 AF.