I'm stunned. Truly

I don't know what happened. 25 days ago you and I were good friends, but
for reasons unknown to me you have betrayed me. I know the charges, I
know the webs of bull**** setup. I don't understand why, I doubt I ever
will.

Why was I setup? Donno. Why did you go from my friend to acting against
me? Again don't know.

Why was I accused of treason? I REALLY don't know. Is it a crime to
share non-Guild related information with people? I don't think so. But I
believe in honour(yep, i'll message you with the definition of this
obscure word), and the sharing of information. I trust people, I like
people, I share stuff with people when it's not a threat.

I was accused of treason, and thrown out. I was setup, and thrown out. I
was robbed. why? because you're a pro-sartanite. Why? Because you don't
like me. Why? Because you have some grudge against me. Why? I don't
know. Pick one of the above.

It's interesting. I would think I should be mad. I'm not.. I'm numb. I
was ensconced in a web of conspiracies and lies, and for what? why? I
trusted you, and everyone in the Runewardens and Cyrene. I called youa
ll my friends. I was stabbed in the back and discarded. Had i outlived
my usefulness? Was I just not worth the energy?

I don't know anymore. I don't care anymore.

--
Jerle, the Numb

Penned by my hand on the 5th of Chronos, in the year 300 AF.