I had changed my mind about airing out dirty laundry on the public post,
but as this seems to be your favorite forum, Hele, here I am again.
As a man in another realm once said; "Chronic remorse is a most
undesirable sentiment. If you have behaved badly, repent, make what
amends you can and address yourself to the task of behaving better next
time. On no account brood over your wrong-doing. Rolling in the muck is
not the best way of getting clean" I leave this to you. What happened
today between you and your former family tears at my heart. The pity I
feel for you, however, does not come close to the anger you have
engendered thru your slanderous offences against my guild and my family
members.
I see we have two options. You could continue to pay for my death, and
stay graced while I seek my retribution. However, you'll eventually run
out of money and will have to reject that graceto come up with more
money to hire a big boy to kills me, when in you might be killed. A
vicious circle, no? Or, offer you apology to the shame you've brought on
your family, and accept mine in return.
It is up to you, dear.

Chammilla

Penned by my hand on the 14th of Phaestian, in the year 294 AF.