Yesterday i embarked on my first attempt to know the Source of power the Gods are infused with and to become one with Peace.

As i sat deep within the plane under a great source of power, i began to summon forth my channels of the elements; i felt an eerie presence but no one showed themselves to my eyes. I was sufficed with powers of the elements and began to attempt to link these channels with the source of power. My mind twisted and altered in agonizing pain leaving me unconcious for nearly half a day. As i awoke, i found my entirety engulfed in flames of blue and green- A site very gorgeous to the eyes but extremely agonizing in pain. I put the horrificly beatiful flames out after much strife.

I tested my channels and noticed i had lost a link to one of my channels; i attempted to gain it back but couldn't do so till the give of light set for the evening in her slumber.
My power seemed to fluctuate and eventually became normal again. I took this test as a warning to beware of what is ahead but no warning would dare stop me from joining the arms of peace for eternity.

As i lay within my abode resting and writing this letter of my trials, i see visions of the future and see visions and gain thoughts of other possibilities. Perhaps tomorrow i shall try another test and hopefully, one day, i will become apart of Lord Oneiros and Peace and strengthen the loving words of peace for eternity.

Penned by my hand on the 6th of Miraman, in the year 274 AF.