After I was shrubbed, I returned to the population of Sapience with a new outlook on existance and life. These new feelings overwhelmed me and I decided to go on a retreat inside myself and do define myself. As I poured through the history of my life, I noticed that my life was dictated and defined by combat and bloodshed. As I looked upon this saddening truth I suddenly was disgusted in myself. From that moment I vowed never to raise my hand to iniate violence. From this day I on, I shall never be the first to attack outside of my city or by the behest of my church allies, of which I listen to only two.

I ask all of you, the people of Sapience to forgive my past transgressions against you. You do not have to turn your back on the past, but you can allow it to slowly fade away as I prove my words true.

I truly hope you all can look inside yourselves and find the strength to forgive me and aide me in my new direction in life.

Sincerely,
Grand Master Calhoun


Penned by my hand on the 1st of Phaestian, in the year 270 AF.