Well well well... Seem's that Borknagar has turned his back from me, and no longer talks to me or as i understand have anything to do with me- After slaying me while i was asleep in a remote area. Minutes before declaring his love for me. I was asleep at the time, and he started to attack me. Then i woke and asked him what he was doing, he just carried on. This was a very upsetting moment for me- As Borknagar would never have touched me to harm at anytime before this. I could not fight back, or defend myself, as i did not want to- I love him. Deep down i know that Borknagar still loves me.. It was not his choice to do what he has done.


Hearing from someone i am imformed i was killed by order or Sartan, Lord of Evil. Now borknagar is never to speak to me again. I will miss him, and there will always be a place for him in my heart. I forgive you.. I will never forget you Borknagar, you gave me true love, You will always mean the world to me.. I love you Borky until the end, when you did that to me.. is this the end? I wish I knew..


I don't know what is going to happen from here Borky.. I just want to let you know how much I care for you, no matter what you did, and will do. I gave up a marriage with you because I wanted you to do what you wanted to do.. Now I give up a life with you as well..


To my friends, and those who know me and care for me, or those who wish and will talk to me. Do not expect much from me. I do not know how i will react from now on. I don't feel like talking or doing much. I will mourn until i am no longer heart-broken or depressed.


Forever in Love,
Broken hearted, and depressed Rinoa Saer'rac.

Penned by my hand on the 10th of Sarapin, in the year 257 AF.