I make no secret of my practices. And as for Gijan, I'm quite sure he has done much worse in his life than what I did to him. I was being his holy angel, redeeming his worthless hide to the stars. But Gijan isnt the point. And as for you killing me, I dont recall you ever killing me. But, I do dwell inside, and around death constantly, so my memory might be a bit cloudy.
An assassin I am, but I do not take marks, or accept money to kill. I assassinate on my own grounds, believing in myself to make the judgement call, just as you do. Again, the only thing that seperates our daily life is that you belong to an organization that has almost perfected the art of death.
As for your reference to Ashtan, you should use a little more planning, and tact before you open your mouth. I am not, and have not been a citizen of Ashtan for a very good amount of time now.
I just want you to address the issue at hand.... Along with the act of declaring war, comes a responsibility to be able to defend scrutiny, and uphold your image of justice, and complete compassion for all life, excluding that which ends life. I'll be your little pin cushion if you really need the blood of a sinner on your hands to lick, and rejoice about. I'll die just to make you feel as though your life has purpose. I care about you Israfel, and I care about the road you are heading on. I want to show you my world of death, and deciet. I feel that once you truly accept who you are, happiness will be within your grasp.
So, when you are outcasted by the church as a zealot, there will be a home for you inside my dark little world.

Penned by my hand on the 16th of Phaestian, in the year 251 AF.