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Your convoluted view on inner-self
Written by: Dreammaster Dekkar
Date: Thursday, May 4th, 2000
Addressed to: SkyDragon Element, Son of the Vortex
When you say that life is nothing without spirituallity, I agree with you. However it ends there, as you seem to think things about me that you have never seen. My inner-self seems flawed to you, merely because I do not agree with you. When a being views something completly different it's impression is incorrect, and mistrust is truly created. Mistrust does create insecurity, but it is not from difference. It is from those who cannot change the thoughts of others. The idea of possible oppisition, of a group, person, or thought, creates insecurity through the questioning of one's self.
As you "hint to my soul of what I can be" do you mean to say that you trust *your* inner-self? Then obviously you must think that your life as a Sentaari had "walls of insecurity" surrounding you. Or is it possibly that it is the other way around? Whichever it is, I truly don't know. But out of whatever you think you know of me now or what I was as a young Sentaari, one is obviously wrong. In one of the istances you were blinded by your own insecurity. However since I came from what I was, and the views I had when I was born are still the same to this day, you've put yourself into a paradox of what you know of me, proving that you know nothing about me.
Now as for what makes me flawed. I am not as strong as you? I am not as good a fighter as you? I have not bent to your will? You have some apparent desire to change me, as you say you hint it to my soul. That is true insecurity. You say I have the insults of a 10 year old girl. I find it intresting how you do the same, but mask it with clever words. In an attempt to put yourself above me, you just bring youself down.
2 final things- You will not change me in any way. Whatever you say to my soul, I do not hear. I am exactly what I wish to be, and attempts to get me to question that will not work, as you have tried. Believe me if I doubted myself at all, I would have changed long ago. And finally: If I have not publically announced it, *NOBODY* knows what I truly feel or think. Whatever you infer from what I do, really has no credibility. I could post what I _think_ of you, but I hold that true to everyone I meet.
-Dreammaster Dekkar
Penned by my hand on the 12th of Scarlatan, in the year 247 AF.
Your convoluted view on inner-self
Written by: Dreammaster Dekkar
Date: Thursday, May 4th, 2000
Addressed to: SkyDragon Element, Son of the Vortex
When you say that life is nothing without spirituallity, I agree with you. However it ends there, as you seem to think things about me that you have never seen. My inner-self seems flawed to you, merely because I do not agree with you. When a being views something completly different it's impression is incorrect, and mistrust is truly created. Mistrust does create insecurity, but it is not from difference. It is from those who cannot change the thoughts of others. The idea of possible oppisition, of a group, person, or thought, creates insecurity through the questioning of one's self.
As you "hint to my soul of what I can be" do you mean to say that you trust *your* inner-self? Then obviously you must think that your life as a Sentaari had "walls of insecurity" surrounding you. Or is it possibly that it is the other way around? Whichever it is, I truly don't know. But out of whatever you think you know of me now or what I was as a young Sentaari, one is obviously wrong. In one of the istances you were blinded by your own insecurity. However since I came from what I was, and the views I had when I was born are still the same to this day, you've put yourself into a paradox of what you know of me, proving that you know nothing about me.
Now as for what makes me flawed. I am not as strong as you? I am not as good a fighter as you? I have not bent to your will? You have some apparent desire to change me, as you say you hint it to my soul. That is true insecurity. You say I have the insults of a 10 year old girl. I find it intresting how you do the same, but mask it with clever words. In an attempt to put yourself above me, you just bring youself down.
2 final things- You will not change me in any way. Whatever you say to my soul, I do not hear. I am exactly what I wish to be, and attempts to get me to question that will not work, as you have tried. Believe me if I doubted myself at all, I would have changed long ago. And finally: If I have not publically announced it, *NOBODY* knows what I truly feel or think. Whatever you infer from what I do, really has no credibility. I could post what I _think_ of you, but I hold that true to everyone I meet.
-Dreammaster Dekkar
Penned by my hand on the 12th of Scarlatan, in the year 247 AF.