I was going to post this on my order board, but I thought the public board would be better to let everyone know were I stand at the moment,
Well, it seems I've upset alot of the gods, mostly Sarapis's and he shrubbed me at frist and then turned me into a maggot, which most of you aggree, that I am, this post is just to everyone, and anyone i've pissed off in my years of being year....
I'm sorry for surviving, all that I have survived
I'm sorry for being alive
I'm sorry for tourting everyone and my frineds
I'm sorry for my life, I just wish everyone could forgive me for my stupid actions

hoping like mad
--lashar--

Penned by my hand on the 15th of Aeguary, in the year 244 AF.