This is to someone who probably doesn't know im alive.

The feelings that I have when I see you.
The flutterings of my heart, can this be true.

I've lived a long time and been through so much heartache.
The realization of this is something that I can't fake.

The sight of you thrills me as no other
Goose bumps race across my flesh at your voice
I know you can never be my beloved
If only there was some other choice.

You will never know I speak of You
I'll stand in the back out of sight of You
I'll not be sad for the lack of You
As long as I know that I have a budding love for You

(geesh I just realized where I put this cuse')

M.

Penned by my hand on the 6th of Ero, in the year 243 AF.