With the new beginning we have been afforded with the destruction of Death's Heart and the Sacrifice of Deucalion, I have come to the conclusion that this is a sign that I personally need a change.

I have thought long and hard, I have cried and leant on many of you, who I call friend. I have stressed myself to the point of breaking and questioned and answered myself till I felt what I was about to do and have done was the correct thing to do.

I have been blessed with two beautiful children Aymara and Lor and doubly blessed with the inclusion of my other children Lemon Baalzamon Scipio and Kamir. I was happy once for a short while. And throughout the major part of my existence I have tried to hold onto something so elusive with someone who was an illusion.

In my insanity I held an Ideal and his name was Changcoix, in the recognition of said insanity I Clutched at a Love that was Changcoix, in a Revelation of Freedom and Spirituality I release Changcoix.

My heart speaks, but you do not hear.
I cry for the loneliness, I can't bear.

I bleed droplets of Pain
My outlook on Life is not the same.

My eyes plead, looking for the One I lost.
Change of mind? I pay the Cost.

It's gone now, but Forever?
With this knife My heartstrings

I sever.

I divorced Changecoix this day and though it may not mean anything to You. It is the end of Me.

M.












Penned by my hand on the 18th of Valnuary, in the year 242 AF.