I didnt 'murder' you. I extended punishment for your wrongs against me in the past, AFTER you left Shallam. (Take note, I never attacked you when we were both citizens, unlike you)
In comparing your last post with many of your others, I wonder if maybe you took some sort of 'special' myrrh. Obviously, it seems almost as if you have two personalities in your writings. The first, consisting of blabber, and childish words, must be when you are not under the influence of such a plant. The second, actual coherant, and structured sentences must be due to the wisdom-enhancing that comes with consuming such a plant.
I have never made my reasons for leaving Shallam, and joining the Kharon public. I have told a few, and many others understand, but here it is, for all of your viewing delight:
To this very day, I shine with the light of purity, and I will not refute that. It may have been darkened, or extinguished a bit, but I still possess it. What I saw, heard, and recieved from Shallam, was nothing less than Evil. Being Attacked, being forced to do things against my will (literally), name calling, mud slinging, childish insults to others, (including church mates, and city mates) bending of morals, breaking of rules, etc, etc, etc.
I might not agree with the murder of children in the city of Ashtan, and I publicly voice my disdain for such an act. I might not agree with certain mindsets of some in the Kharon guild. What I DO agree with, is that they STAY TRUE TO WHO THEY ARE. They might hate the church for different reasons than I, but nevertheless, they became allies, and good friends I can depend on, and for that, I extend my loyalty to them.
So Dalamar, before you eat another plant, and forget the actual events that have transpired, ask your normal self (a blabbering child) to remind you.


Penned by my hand on the 18th of Sarapin, in the year 236 AF.