Many of you believe me to be a traitorous, murderous scumbag that picks
on the young and small. I wanted you to believe that so you'd have
someone to hate and loathe and have a reason to learn combat -- so you'd
be able to defend yourselves. My reasonings for this was that The
Eleusian Forge, the current system that trains you, is obviously
failing. If a lone Rajamalan Sentinel could wage war on the Sentinels
and come out a full level stronger, something is very, very wrong, no
matter who the Sentinel is. Out of 30-40 something fights, the ones that
involved Nitro, Agrias or Entaro are the only ones I lost. There were 5
fights total that I fell, and I won a lot more than that.

The point of this post is not to brag, or even to encourage you all to
train more. I don't care about you Sentinels anymore. You are weak and
pathetic, and the only times you step up to fight as a Pack is when
victory is assured (7 against 1). I spoke with an old friend of mine,
Neuroi, and he pointed out my ways of attempting to make your Pack
stronger by combat is following the Seven Truths. I am far from evil.
Because of that, I'm going to be ceasing all attacks on the Pack that
were specifically aiming to make the Pack stronger. The Sentinels of
Nature are supposedly the arms of Nature, but what set of arms involving
a whole House can't pick up a lone Rajamalan?

Another reason I slaughtered Pack members was because of the countless
insults and mockery I endured during all three times I was a Sentinel.
Being mocked for being stronger than 90% of the House, being looked down
at for valuing strength over knowledge, being disfavoured for being more
ready than any to defend Nature from Oblivion. I was furious that the
Pack was willing to "sit and think" for years and years with Oakstone
and the Heirophant's about whether or not Oblivion is a threat, and look
where it led to: the Shamtota's lying in pieces. You lot did a great job
defending Nature, didn't you?

I am finished with you, Sentinels of Nature. The only members of the
Pack I will be slaying are those who continue to insult or attack me,
and Tohran, because he has a puppet of me. Don't worry, the rest of you
can continue pretending to defend Nature in peace. The ferocious
Sentinels of Nature are now nothing more than a pack of snugglebunnies
content with having sex and appointing leaders like Mysterion willing to
learn from enemies rather than finding her own strength. I am ashamed to
ever have called myself a Sentinel of Nature.

To Rangor and Landon, the only two Sentinels I still have respect for:
Rangor, I looked up to you as my grandfather, and I smiled as you saved
the villagers and packmates whenever they needed it. Deep inside,
though, I was furious that they couldn't save themselves. You were
someone I looked up to as I strived to learn combat, someone I thought I
would never be as good as. I wanted nothing more than to hear you say
"Good work." This is different, now, as I am no longer a Corten. I am
now a founder of the Nidaviren's, a family that will be dozens of times
stronger than the Corten Family, which has people like Seilyn and Kez as
the "fresh blood."

Landon, I am sorry things worked out the way they did, because you were
one of the two men I looked up to. You were fierce, strong, and
fearless. Because of that, I wanted to be like you. Our personalities
are entirely different, however, as you are patient enough to work with
the little ones that say they'll never stand up to defend Nature if
Babel Himself is attacking. I gave up instantly upon hearing those
words, the words that gave birth to a rage that led to the slaughter of
dozens of Sentinels. Keep strong, friend, you and Rangor are the only
two true Sentinels remaining.

Finally: I am not going to be writing another post on this topic, so
don't bother responding with the intent of sparking a post from me in
response. If the Sentinels still wish to hunt me, so be it. I will
gladly play the role of a sickle in a wheatfield. I have nothing more to
say.

Miagorme Nidaviren

Penned by my hand on the 15th of Scarlatan, in the year 479 AF.