Greetings to whoever reads.

To you who are uninterested in anything else, I apologise for having
interrupted your link to the realm of the Deathgod by needless amount of
information.

I killed myself at least 129 times. That is, two deaths for each orphan
I kidnapped from Shallam and brought to Mhaldor to be killed, and five
additional deaths for one orphan that was also raped by a Mhaldorian
citizen.

Since I left Mhaldor, I've spent years in silent meditation,
contemplating the atrocities I have committed while trying to believe in
the thin veil of excuses they call the truths. I had decided that I will
undo the thread of my life experience, so I can try and rebuild my
existence anew, and not on rotten foundation of murdering the
defenceless and innocent.

Now, having fallen back to where I've began, I can see my path clearly.

That said, I wish to express my deep and sincere apology to:

- The citizens of Shallam, for causing death to 62 of your orphans, and
other of your denizens, participating in all raids that lead to
destruction of your house icons, participating in numerous raids against
your city, stealing from you on many occasions, and generally annoying
you a lot.

- The House of Sentaari - for taking part in destruction of your icon,
and stealing from your members,
- The House of the Empyreal Assembly - for taking part in destruction of
your icon, and stealing from your members,
- The Guardians of Light - for taking part in destruction of your icon,
and stealing from your members,
- The House of the Dawnstriders - for taking part in destruction of your
icon, and stealing from your members,
- The Crystalline Circle - for taking part in destruction of your icon,
murder of your house tutor, and stealing from your members,

- Order of Lord Pentharian - for defiling your patron's shrines and
stealing from your members,
- Order of Lady Mithraea - for defiling your patron's shrines and
stealing from your members,
- Order of Lady Tarah - for defiling your patron's shrines, stealing
from your members, annoying ad nauseam,
- Church - for all of the above,

- Order of Lady Miramar - for defiling your patron's shrines,
- The House of the Sylvanic Fellowship - for biting one of your members,
without venom, once.


My remorse is sincere and without calculation. I will not do any harm to
the citizens of Shallam, and anyone protected by the city of Shallam,
Shallamese houses, orders, or the Church, except in self defence.

Penned by my hand on the 7th of Miraman, in the year 443 AF.