Greetings, this is an Apology. My recent 17 year exile out of the realms
gave me a new found objectivity about my past actions. To all those I
have wronged, the Van Helsing family, with Amunet, Jozalyn and Almondus
I say I am sorry. Although there are indeed 2 sides to every coin, I
admit my side of the coin was the oxidized one. This all happened around
30 years ago, so I hope you can find it in yourself to forgive my
insolences and petty attitude. Most cities give a chance to criminals to
right their wrongs after 20 or so years, I hope you can do the same.

To Solymr and Kierra, I would also like to apologise. About 25 years
ago, I put my nose where it did not belong. Kierra had outguilded one of
my friends and I jumped to his defence without listening to logic, or
even to her reasons for doing so. Solymr tried to make me understand the
situation, but in vain, alas my stubbornness and ignorance prevailed.

I was young, and I was a hot head. Times change and so do people, for
better or worse. I am trying to make amends with the people I have
wronged, so that I can be at peace with myself and with those who had
the bad luck of dealing with me when I was in a questionable mental and
spiritual state.

Peace be with you, all of you,

Madus Van Helsing


Penned by my hand on the 9th of Lupar, in the year 395 AF.