Yes yes, as you all my already know, I have chosen to depart Mhaldor
I did so for several reasons:

1. Im sorry but I like women, and can't live without them, in any way
shape or form.

2. I have finally seen, and realized, that I was fighting a pointless
war
that would go nowhere in the end, no side is ever going to win and
that is the truth of things, whether you like to admit it or not.

3. I have hidden the love and compassion I feel for members of the
opposite
sex from Khoraji and Lord Sartan for too long, its time to let go
and be free. I have broken my chains, thrown off the leash, and will
continue my studies of past, where I have left off, into the research of
Theoretical Physics, and the enlightenment of my mind, which with the
constant conflict in Mhaldor, was not possible.

The order members will justify themselves, and my actions, by saying
that oh, Cain is weak, he has too much weakness in him, so he left,
he couldnt handle it. Which is just them trying to make themselves
feel better about them losing some of there warriors, how am I weak,
when I have gotten to the point I am with nothing but love by my side?
How am I weak when they have to team up against me just to feel safe?
Just leave me alone, and your city will be ok.



Penned by my hand on the 20th of Lupar, in the year 390 AF.