Alrighty then, let's summarize this.

Five months ago, I approached you about joining the Sentinels, because
there were special circumstances, you said you would think about it. I
said alright and left. Over the 5 months, I messaged you twice, first
telling that you would need to message me your reply, because our times
differed within the realms. Then half way through, I inquired as to how
it was faring. Now.. 5 months later, I approached you, nervous, and
asked if I was going to be interviewed. And you said something about
since I wanted to know now, No. And then you snubbed me. I have never
done a single thing to harm the Sentinels, and I truly wanted to join
and devote myself to them.. and.. you reject me for a reason I can't
find, and snub me so I may ask. I think, all of my feelings and emotions
are summarized in this one phrase. "What the hell?"

Please do reply back, over public boards or not.. though, you snubbed
me, so I suppose Public Boards it shall be!

- Gold, Very sad and confused little girl

Penned by my hand on the 18th of Phaestian, in the year 356 AF.