Family, Friends, Enemies, All of you wonderful people of Achaea,

(For this post i will use my actual full name)
I Dariela Longshanks-Chr'endtia-Sa'Rithven-Campbell is hereby declaring
a New Start to my life.
The past, oh i don't know, about 20 years of my life, i have made alot
of enemies, some through insults, graffiti or i've just said something
that someone has taken offense in, for whatever reason you (The people
of Achaea who do consider themselves my enemies) have chosen to hate me
enough to have me killed or to simply insult me over and over again, i
ask for it to stop.

I know that i have not been the most patient or the most politest person
in the Realms but i am getting to the point where i've gotten bored of
being the bitch most of you know me as.
For some of you i have caused pain, for others i have just caused anger
and i would like to make apologies to those i know i have hurt and
angered starting with my mother.

Callianessa - Mother.. I know i have said some hateful things since the
day i met you, you knew what i was like yet you still took me in and
adopted me as your own and i am greatful to you for that, i thank you
for everything you have ever done for me, though not pleased you get so
much joy from blowing me up with my so called "Purty puppet" but i still
am greatful, mother, i had hoped that one day we would work through our
differences but so far, that day has not quite come, we've come close,
but it has still not happened. And i apologize, i'm sorry for what i
have done to you, for what pain i have put you through, for the lies i
chose to believe that split us from one another, i am sorry.

Epiphany and Jarik - These two deserve a greater apologie than i could
probably ever come up with but i'm going to try my best as i know the
actual story behind this couple. Epiphany i am sorry for insulting
someone very close to you, someone that you love so much, you took my
life numerous times for, you wanted to know why i never fought back all
those times, I'll tell you. After the day you spoke to me in the
Guildhall, after i found out the reason what i said to Jarik offended
you so much, i understood and deserved to be killed for the things i
said, before that, i knew i there was no point trying to defend myself
against you, i wouldn't have won even if i tried and i admit that, but i
am still sorry for what i'd said. This applies to you aswell Jarik, I
don't know you very well, from what i'm told you're pretty evil, but to
your friends you're the best mate they could ask for.

Chesire/Phedre and Paine - Even though i guess this should be said to
each of you privately, i figure why repeat myself three times. I'm sorry
to you guys, at first i was all friendly towards you all then all of a
sudden it all turned around and we were at each others throats, throwing
insults at each other, even a few of you had me/or tried to have me
killed because of it. And i am sorry for the things i have done to you
three as none of you deserved it, as a friend it was wrong of me to do.

Mendax - You alone deserve an apology just as mother did, You helped me
through hard times, when i quit the Jesters all those times, you were
the one who helped me get back in, when i was in trouble, you helped me,
i wish i could have given you more but i didn't and i am sorry.

Those are the only people that i know of that deserve apologies, please
excuse me if i've missed someone out, i know theres still Geraint and
Ishtar but none of seemed to care that i didn't like them nor did i care
if they liked me, but as most of the people i have just apologized to, i
care deeply for, i may not show it at times but for various and some
obvious reasons, i do care about them all.

So there, this is the first post to my new start.
You can take this anyway you want, your decision to either try and work
out our differences or not will affect me, but it is now up to you all
to decide whether or not you wish for me to be back in your life, if
not, i thank you all for reading this, and i hope one day, you could all
find it in your heart to forgive me, Maybe not forget but atleast
forgive.

Yours truly
DLCSC

Penned by my hand on the 10th of Lupar, in the year 347 AF.