Conor and Druids, Since this is the only way I can contact you nowdays.
I think its time to show them what I learned lately in things now I had
time to think and reflect.

First of all why I left the Druids. I felt unappreciated and ignored on
thing. Then again was this a actual valid reason to get upset and leave,
no. I felt that me not getting a mention in the Fianna files or even a
simple thank you message for helping develope the current novice system
and I got upset and left. Then as I sat in my grove with things being
quiet and such when I thought about what happened.
Why did I do all these things to begin with? One reason only I cared.
Thing is I had a hand in bringing in two separate guilds and having them
work side by side to make things better in the forests. Now we got a
village in the east ithmia and better understanding of our sister guild,
The Sentinels. I had a small hand in the idea of the Fianna. Thats the
miracle I set in motion one person's idea became something to better
protect the forests.
The Novice system, I developed that in a way from the ideal of Lady
Demeter and how the elements work. Each path represents a way of
understanding the ways Lady Demeter work. Her wisdom has inspired me to
do such a thing and her wisdom still astounds me today. I barely
remember her predecessor before she parted ways with us. But, I follow
Lady Demeter and in some ways honor Lady Gaia too.
Regrets, yeah I have a few and now I got word my daughter, Miidnight has
returned to Sapience and its time for her to know her father again. They
say that you hurt the ones you love at times. I did when I left the
guild and now Im saying I want to rebuild that bridge and try again. I,
hereby ask the Druid council for a vote to be put before all of the
Druid guild for reinstatement into the guild. I will abide by any
punishment they see fit before they reinstate me if they do. I have
never harmed the forest and will never do so. I did maybe one time by
accident and that was by 1 valerian left and I reported myself right
away to the man who is GM of the Druids now.
I was fined 4k in penalties and so it wouldn't happen again I took
personal steps to avoid it ever happening again. I have helped stop some
of the biggest forest fires we have ever seen in Sapience for like 6
days straight in Sapience without rest. I spilled my own blood to defend
the forest from exterminators when Andelas first started it. All Im
asking for is understanding and forgiveness and chance to right what was
wronged. I know im not the perfect druid in Sapience but, Im not the
worst that the guild has seen. I know some close relatives to me has
done alot worse than me.
I just want one last chance to do what is right and fix what I did. If
im not to be allowed back in the druids then know this. I will never
deny a Guildmember Druid help if they ask for it. I may not be a druid
member but I will work witin the guild to help.

Jardel

Penned by my hand on the 10th of Glacian, in the year 335 AF.