First you spit in the face of your lost Lord, and slander the name of
your former allies. Then you do it some more. Then, you jump over to the
Maldaathi, adopt the ways of Mhaldor and the Lord of Evil, and begin
preaching it like you've followed it all along. Then Kaelin promptly
kicks you off your proverbial horse and sends you sprawling. Then you
write a very pity-enducing post, and somehow you expect it to make
everything better.

I dare to say that you are lucky your Lord is in another Plane and
another World, retrieving His lost son. Otherwise your existance would
be more pathetic and meaningless than it already has become. Everything
you are and everything you've become you have brought on yourself. It is
an image you have sculpted for yourself, and an image you are paying for
now. There's an old saying I'm rather fond of. Sometimes you get what
you want, sometimes you get what you need, but you're always going to
get what you deserve. You have disgraced the name of any organizations
that once housed you and have slandered them as well. Don't burn your
bridges so quickly next time, Kandor. You may need them as an escape
route.

Your post, while truthful and accurate, is not a means by which you
should expect to be welcomed back into the arms of that which you have
spit in the face of. Therefore I recommend you live your life as a rogue
and a mute until people have forgotten who you are, so that you can come
back with some presence of dignity perhaps. Mind you I'm not saying this
so you'll fling yourself off a cliff, nor am I saying this to be rude
and cold. But you have gotten what you deserved. And always remember,
Kandor.

Consequence is a bigger word than you think.

Iliana Lucoster


Penned by my hand on the 10th of Mayan, in the year 312 AF.