Why must everything end in pain
There really is nothing in it to gain
Hurting each other isn't the way
Ruining lives each and every day
Sometimes it seems that my life's almost gone
But what is this horrible thing that I've done
Why is life being to me so unkind
Destroying the very essence of my mind
What did I do to deserve this from you
How did I wrong in life, what did I do
Unhappiness constant lives on in my heart
Tearing my soul into little parts
In truth, there was never a man in my life
Who truthfully cared, who loved me and I
The first one betrayed me, then left me alone
The second - unable to really hold on
The third, my good friend, who broke my heart
The fourth one was forced to quickly depart
The fifth one, he loved me, but the pain in my heart
Nagged at me constantly, and we grew apart
And you, who I prayed would not do the same
But I guess I'm the one who is really to blame
Should have known that my life has been cursed from the start
And happiness does not belong in my heart
You betrayed me, again, like everyone else
Left me all alone, while I thought you were the best
Whispering softly sweet sayings to me
But as soon as I answered, you disappeared
I can take this no more, I can't live with this pain
And on my life, there's a mark of disdain
Everyone gets what they really deserve
And I suppose, I am not in reserve
I take what I get, but the load's hard to bear
Especially when there's no one near to hear
The aching and crying of my very mind
And no one around is being too kind
I carry my burden alone in the world
My life has betrayed me, my story's now told
And withering softly away from this land
I whisper to you, "This is my end"

Penned by my hand on the 8th of Mayan, in the year 284 AF.