Into this emptiness I peer
Numb inside, I feel no fear.
Life goes on outside of me
Though my soul is empty.

War rages inside of my dreams,
Waking up to terrified screams.
My heart desperately cries out
Throwing my mind into doubt.

Never ending, time goes on
Though my life is too foregone
Never seeing outside of this haze
I find naught but an empty gaze.

Inside of this labyrinth, forever lost
My meaningless efforts are exhaust
Never finding what is truly there;
This betrayal caught me unaware.

Taunting, the promise of your kiss;
Times lost; I sit back to reminisce.
Fourteen years marked the day;
How could things have gone this way?

Promises of times now lost;
Do you know what you have cost?



A.S

Penned by my hand on the 19th of Valnuary, in the year 470 AF.