I walk through the shadows...
that plague my mind..
leaving myself stranded..
lost in time..

I close my eyes..
thinking of what to do..
How can I help..
I'd do anything for you..

But I watch myself..
Because everything must go right..
Making sure not to mess up...
Even though I just want to hold you tight..

Grab you in my arms..
Let you know that Im here..
Hold you against me chest..
Telling you i'll always be near..

Near to you..
no matter what it is..
Here for you..
for as long as I live..

Still.. even now...
I am really afraid..
I dont want to push you..
I don't want to make you run away...

So now i'm in a bind...
No not what to do..
I just wish I could make you smile..
and make your dreams come true...

Take your sadness..
and all your tears..
Forget them all..
Vanish all your fears..

So I think within the shadows..
that plague my soul....
lost within the sorrows..
having no where to go..


-Degar-

Penned by my hand on the 19th of Chronos, in the year 365 AF.