My heart
The emptiness inside
The void
The darkness
because he is not here
because he is not with me
the few times when he's near
so cold
so unloving
If he has happiness
it is not because of me
because he is not happy with me
To know that
to question his feelings towards me
drains my soul
one tear at a time
Forever I will love him
but because of the pain that it brings
I almost wish I didn't.

Penned by my hand on the 18th of Miraman, in the year 315 AF.