I will be goin on a one or two month sabbatical to try to find my true path and search into my soul. This fact means I will be back in late Lupar or sometime in Phaestian.
I think it is necessary that I do this now before I go any further. The longer I wait the more lost I feel. I feel the presence of too many orders in me, and they are all in my equally. Everytime I think about what order to join, I jut get depressed at the fact that I am so lost.
Hopefully, when I return, I will have an answer to that which I seek. That also means I will join an order and get to know some of you that I have not met better. I look forward to that.
If you happen to see me in the next couple months, please try to avoid disturbing me. I am easily distracted. I will mostly be reading all news files in search of guidance, but I will be visiting all the shrines of all the gods as well to gather knowledge. (at least the few I have not stopped at yet)
I look forward to seeing you all again soon, and hopefully I will be much happier.
Until then, be well all.
(Note, if I do not find the answers I seek, this could turn into a few months or even a year long sabbatical. If nothing works, I will have to decide what to do at that time. Right now, I just don't see how I could live without purpose.)

Penned by my hand on the 8th of Valnuary, in the year 259 AF.