I have asked around a bit, but I cant understand how any group in this land would be affiliated with you. I'm publicly posting this in hopes someone will clear this up for me. I heard a while back that Alexus was killed by 3 people, and he bitched, and moaned about it for a literal hour and then proceeded to post it to the entire land in hopes someone would mail him a cookie. Seeing as that Segami hasnt really been around much, Alexus wont be recieving one any time soon. (Segami had the best cookies)
Now, I used to be a Sentaari, but come on, they had enough honour to teach newbies not to cry and whine in a public forum in a fervor such as Alexus. Someone outguild the little bastard, I grow tired of reading his desperate pleas for support.
As far as Halo having to threaten you because you left him no choice, I seriously doubt he needs any reassuring about his ability to follow through on his threat.

To summarize, in case you were too busy thinking of ways to reassure yourself that you are indeed NOT a whiner, I suggest you find more productive ways to vent your frustration, rather than trying to win some sort of public favour by posting your mini-sob stories.
I think Thakren might be running some daily drama section in his newsletter. Your resume speaks for itself, and he *just* might make you editor in chief of that department.

Penned by my hand on the 4th of Chronos, in the year 249 AF.