You think of me with such purity
Look at me with such love in your eyes
And while I respond with equality
On my part it is but a disguise

I threw myself too easily
Into arms of other men
And after I smile at you teasingly
But I know I'd do it again

My sweetest smile, my love, my laughs ...
All that you see is pretense
I only hope that when I'm in your arms
My betrayal you do not sense

I know that doing this is wrong
But I can't help myself
For this I've waited for so long
Your loving caring hand

Whispering softly into your ear
That to my heart I hold you dear
Knowing full well inside my mind
That I do not love you, that it's a lie

Indulging in sweet infidelity
A stranger's touch on me
And facing the bitter reality
That it's how I want to live

The thrill of being unfaithful
The rush of a secret kept
I know that I seem ungrateful
But I can't help myself

I beg for your forgiveness
And pray that you give it to me
For to change my sinful existence
Is not something meant to be

Penned by my hand on the 1st of Daedalan, in the year 290 AF.