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From Kraid Icarus,
Accounts of the Sermons
Nikolas was clearly inspired, whether by his own
hopes or by the prophetic dreams he frequently
alluded to but refused to fully explain. As Nikolas
wandered the land with Severian, seeking clues
to the location of his utopian "Seleucar",
he spoke in every village he visited. In some
places, word of his speech in Thera had spread,
and people were eager to listen to him - in other
places, he began just as he had in Thera, finding
a public place and striking up a conversation
about the war. And every time, Severian debated
him fiercely.
Their now-legendary debates ranged from high-flown
metaphysics to personal insult contests to crowd-pleasing
topical anecdotes, but although the two began
to fully develop their remarkable oratorial talent
to great levels, in the end it was always Severian
who won the majority of their debates, as in those
days hope was not a plentiful commodity. People
chose to place their hope in their personal hoards
of living supplies, praying to survive for another
winter, rather than waste what little hope they
could muster on something as unlikely as a lasting
peace.
But word spread of the two, who came to be known
more as prophets than as vagabonds (for in retelling,
stories always grow larger). And crowds began
to turn out to welcome them, to listen to their
public speeches and arguments (and quite often
they would already be arguing when they arrived
at the city)... and gradually, others started
to follow them around, other wanderers or rootless
warriors or disinherited sons, to give them some
company and help protect them against the lawless
countryside.
And one day they came to Shallam. And half of
that great city came out to the hills near the
city, to a place where the rocks formed a natural
amphitheater. This place, called the Theatron
Sarapin, was home, in more peaceful times, to
a joint Ashtan/Shallam theatre festival (for art
was, at one time, perceived as transcending city-state
barriers.)
And it was in this natural amphitheater that
Nikolas and Severian had their most famous and
final debate. Although they covered many topics
and spoke for several hours, the climactic moments
of the debate are transcribed below:
N:
I'm kind of surprised that you're all so interested
in what we have to say. We've been traveling all
over Achaea, and we've been talking and arguing
and trying to figure things out for a long time,
but always on sort of a small level. There was
that big debate in Hashan, I think they're calling
it the "Sermon on the Rocks" now, although
I don't know exactly what religious principle
they think I was sermonizing... but mostly, we've
just been kind of working out publicly the same
sort of things that people always think about
in private. Why is there good? Why is there evil?
Why is the world sometimes unfair? And, most importantly,
can it ever be different?
I can't answer most of these questions. I'm not
a priest, I'm not a prophet, at least not your
usual kind, anyway. I don't claim to know everything,
or have direct information from one of the gods.
But I do know this. The world is a cold place,
and it's a harsh place, and it's a violent place,
but it doesn't have to be. All the coldness and
harshness and violence are human creations, and
they can be overcome by human effort! With a simple
agreement, we could change everything all by ourselves.
I know you're all smart people, so I'm going
to skip a few pages here. We already know why
you can't just turn your back on your cheating
half-brother, or your local crooked merchant,
or the outlaws in the woods, even though you wish
they'd all be as pure inside as you are. It's
because there are people who aren't good. People
who might have been good, but who have been hurt,
or misled, or who simply took the easy way out.
People who, for one reason or another, have succumbed
to the dark half of the human spirit.
It is said that in the halls of the Logos there
are great murals, shown opposite each other, symbolizing
the slow divergence between the roads of good
and evil. And it is said, more importantly, that
the potential for good and evil both reside in
each human being. And this is the point which
must not be forgotten!
If you were simply to choose to put aside your
life-long garments of distrust and fear, and were
to exchange them with clothing of love and sharing,
you would surely be struck down by the intransigent
ones, the hateful ones, the ones who have traveled
farther than you down the road of corruption.
This is why you are afraid to change for the better.
But the fact you do not understand is that even
those who are truly evil can change as well!
"Redemption" is not just a fairy story
told by the Church to get a larger tithe. "Grace"
is not a commodity that can be created only by
the gods. The fact is that even the evil can change
their ways.
Severian, I see you leaning back with that smirk
of yours. You're fully prepared to rip me to shreds
once your turn comes up, aren't you? Yes, I see
you smiling! I know that grin! But rest easy,
because this is only the half part of my plea!
People of Shallam, know this! You may say, and
perhaps may even be correct, that the true predators
of this world, the most twisted and corrupt of
men, are utterly beyond any human effort of reformation.
But can you claim that a wee baby, in the company
of people who know what is right, and follow their
beliefs, will ever grow into a monster? Can you
claim that a child, having been raised in a close
tradition of justice and caring, will lift a hand
against his friends or family? Can you claim that
a young man who has been trained all his life
in the ways and means of harmonious living will
ever destroy the land he has been trained to love?
Can you claim that a city leader who loves his
land, and who is loved by the people who chose
him, will ever betray the place he holds dear?
Can you claim that an old man, nearing the end
of a life of such joy and peace, will hoard his
belongings, or use his greater experience to hinder
rather than nurture his own children, the younger
generations that will carry on the traditions
he has lived in?
No! In a society where evil is scorned, lies
are hated, malice is abhorred, how can the seeds
of darkness ever flourish? In a society where
two men are both raised to understand the importance
of each other's feelings, how can they ever compete
in hatred? In a society where soldiers are trained
first and foremost to hate killing, how can they
ever go to war for any but the most worthy of
causes?
In the society we, yes we, my people, can create,
how can there ever be the darkness, the strife,
the starvation, the agony that infects the wounded,
crippled, diseased nations of the shadowy present?
In a world created by good, what place is there
for evil?
You have heard of this world before, if you have
turned out in such numbers just to hear my companion
and me speak. You have heard the name that was
spoken in my dream. You have heard me speak of
the land to which I am going, the land which,
I now see, I will have to create on my own, create
with help from every good soul that will follow
me. The land of Seleucar.
S:
The land of soap bubbles, doomed to shatter at
a touch, Nikolas. The land of illusions, doomed
to fade further into the distance the closer you
seem to come. The land of evil, sleeping in the
good, waiting its time to fester and explode.
You spoke of "those who choose the easy way",
the evil way. That is where your evil will come
from, in Seleucar as in Ashtan, as in Shallam,
as in Thera, as in Hashan, as in Delos, as everywhere
in the whole vast land of Achaea.
A man who does not wish to sweat out his entire
life to raise crops from the ground, a man who
does not wish to help his neighbors simply because
it is easier in the short and in the long run
to ignore them, the man who sees the opportunity
to take advantage and takes it: this is the man
who will break your dream. And this man is all
of us. Hate me for saying it, hate me for naming
the shame that stains all of humanity. But mankind
is weak!
You know the legends! We are all children of
the Nameless Horror, we are all children of rape
and violation, hatred and fear and uncaring are
in our nature! We may try to say we are not inherently
evil, we may speak in lofty slogans, we may try
to claim that only other people are amoral deep
in their hearts... and we may also try to drink
the Pachacacha or carry Mt. Vashnar to the Mojhave
one boulder at a time. The evidence is inescapable!
The evidence is all around us! We know deep in
our hearts that we are sinful and corrupt, no
matter what we try to do! You all go to church
every holy day, and you confess your sins while
groveling on the floor, it's a matter of civic
pride. And so you keep yourselves holy, and that's
all well and good.
But even when you have your darker self in control,
does your neighbor? What about his half-cousin
from the slums downtown? What about those immoral
Ashtanian scum? Will you try to forge a new reality
with them? Ha! You'll embrace them as willingly
as they'll embrace hypocritical legalistic swindling
imperialist Shallamese! You wish to go to Seleucar?
Then go hand in hand with your most hated enemies.
And you will all fail together.
N:
We will all fall in together. Trust in a man,
and he is likely to prove trustworthy.
S:
A myth.
N:
One that I would like to believe in. Look, we
don't need to wrangle too much longer. This is
the end of our first journey.
S:
Huh?
N:
We're done arguing. Now it's time to act.
S:
How?
N:
We're going to Seleucar. And we're taking everyone
with us. Are you coming?
S:
...
N:
Come on! You couldn't wait to prove me wrong!
Come see me fail! Or, better, come see me succeed,
and join me once and for all. Are you with me,
Severian? You've got to be in all or nothing,
you know.
S:
Hah! All is nothing, for this fool's crusade.
How will you travel to a place you've never even
seen? Do you have a map that you've been hiding
from me all this time?
N:
I know the way. I feel it in my mind
I have
seen the place in my dreams. I know where it is.
I could find it in my sleep, for I have already
done so. Across the mountains, across a great
swamp
on banks of a mighty river
S:
On the other side of innumerable natural hazards?
And how will we perform this cross-country trek
without perishing in the wilds?
N:
Do not rangers and pathfinders and hunstmen travel
with us? Gentlemen, will you lead us, and keep
us from danger?
(shouts of affirmation)
S:
And how will we eat, dear Nikolas? Whose crops
shall we uproot to take with us, to keep us from
starving? Or do you plan to forage and hunt, feeding
five hundred settlers on berries and rabbits?
N:
Have we never passed through entire villages that
have wished my vision was true? For every farmer
who travels with us, we can surely take time to
bring his crop in and store it in our wagons.
This is the time of harvest, perfect for us to
stock up for this journey; and yet it is early
enough that we can be over the mountains before
winter sets in.
S:
And when we get there, how will we build this
little "empire of dreams"? How will
we become more than mere squatters living in huts?
N:
Are there no Dwarves among us? Are there no Tsol'aa?
Are there no skilled human architects and builders?
How many artisans have followed us, and brought
their tools with them? We do not have too few
creators and thinkers, Severian
we almost
have too many!
S:
Then
then
N:
Are you out of objections yet, Severian?
S:
Of course not! I'm
I'm just thinking, that's
all.
N:
Severian
are you truly so set against this
dream? All your argument has helped to clarify
my own thoughts. By attacking my dream, you have
helped to create it. Severian, why will you not
help me make our dream come true?
S:
Nikolas
am I worthy?
N:
All are worthy.
S:
Then
although I'm sure I'll regret it later,
I'll give it a shot. To Seleucar, then. May Sarapis
have mercy on us.
(stunned silence from crowd, followed by wild
cheering)
N:
Severian, that's terrific! Okay, we're going!
Who's coming with?
(more wild cheering)
S:
It's settled then! To Seleucar
Severian's change of heart at the end of the debate
was a shock to the entire globe. Everyone had
heard the two go at it, or had heard the tales,
and had come to view the two as opposing elemental
principles. For Severian's eternal pessimism to
give in to Nikolas' vision - this was an event
that won Nikolas more followers than his words
alone had ever done. Nikolas and Severian decided
together than they would swing back through the
main lands of Achaea, gathering followers until
they reached Ashtan, then, with this group of
"settlers", they would go to Seleucar,
guided only by Nikolas' intuition.
Unfortunately, although many people followed
them, most brought only a few days' or weeks'
provisions, not realizing the long road that lay
ahead... but then in other places, entire villages
picked up to follow the Two Prophets, taking their
full harvests with them. Nikolas' head was oft
in the clouds; it was Severian's logistical skills
that kept the ever-growing legions of so-called
"Selucarians" from falling apart. And,
as Severian made them realize that they could
cooperate and co-exist (which was, after all,
the dream they were chasing), the followers began
to feel a true sense of community. It can be said,
in a way, that Seleucar came into existence then,
five months before Nikolas ever received his true
calling from Sarapis.
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